Thursday 10 December 2009

Clow Reed

Clow Reed is the creator of the Clow Cards (also referred to as "The Clow"), a series of cards resembling tarot cards with various magical powers within them. Additionally, he is the creator of Yue and Cerberus, assigned to protect The Clow and ensure that it gets passed on properly to new masters. Syaoran Li (Li Showron) is a distant relative of Clow, as Clow's mother's family is the Li Clan.

When Clow was nearing death, he chose Sakura Kinomoto (Sakura Avalon in Cardcaptors) to be the new mistress of The Clow. Sakura was not yet born at the time, but Clow's magical ability allowed him to foresee most of the future and plan many of the situations that would enable Sakura to succeed in taking full possession of the Clow Cards. This is the reason that Sakura's sealing wand is pink and cute; he wanted to make a suitable wand for the young girl who would be mistress.

Very little of Clow's personal life is known, although Kero often references his liking for playing jokes, and his constant smile and the likes and interests described in his manga quarter-page indicate that he was a content and mischievous person. There are also some hints, especially in the anime, that Clow and his creation Yue had some sort of connection that went deeper than Master and creation. However, whether this was a mutual romantic interest or simply one-sided on Yue's part in unknown.

During the first Cardcaptor Sakura movie, it is revealed that as an extremely powerful magician, Clow had a great deal of enemies, one of which is the movie's antagonist, a madoushi (sorceress) who held a bitter grudge against Clow even after she died. She is not named in the original version and simply referred to as the "Madoushi"; the English dub opted to name her "Su Yung". The Madoushi, who worked as a fortune-teller, found that Clow's ability to accurately predict the future affected her own business and developed a deep hatred for him. She challenged her rival to frequent duels and eventually cast a spell that allowed her spirit to reside in a book after she died and draw Clow Reed to her. Once released from the book by Clow (or one possessing the Clow Cards), that person would become sealed in the book in her place. In the English dub, Su Yung was actually a student of Clow's and they had loved one another. However, her desire to become powerful resulted in spreading destruction rather than using it responsibly. The two were unable to see eye to eye concerning their belief as to how magic should be used and an intense fight ensued. When she lost and died, Clow sealed her in an alternate dimension of his own creation, where she sought to free herself and pass onto the next world after taking revenge on Clow.

Sakura unintentionally releases the Madoushi during a trip to Hong Kong and the sorceress, refusing to believe Clow is dead, attacks the young cardcaptor and endangers her friends. She eventually relents when she realizes she truly loved Clow; she accepts his death and vanishes.

Clow makes an appearance in episode 46 just after Sakura has completed the Final Judgment, thus becoming the new mistress of The Clow. Here Clow explains the coincidences he had planned for Sakura--situations that would allow her to recapture all the Cards. He also advises Sakura to take care of her new power, the power that changed the original sealing wand into one that is completely Sakura's.

In episode 68, Sakura uses The Return to visit Clow prior to his death. Clow recognizes Sakura but does not concisely answer all of her questions. Sakura is mainly concerned that she would never be as great or as powerful as Clow, but Clow reminds her that she cannot keep comparing herself to him. Sakura is her own self, and she has already been fulfilling Clow's final wish, which is to allow his creations (the Cards, Cerberus, and Yue) to live in happiness under a new master. During this visit, Clow gives little to no insight about the recent mysterious happenings, though Sakura finds that out from Eriol when she returns to the present.

According to Kero in the manga, Clow Reed, having both an English and a Chinese parent, was able to combine occidental and oriental magic to create an entirely new type of magic--the Clow Cards. Like his later successor, Sakura, Clow's magic is a balance between the sun and the moon. His power is of darkness, an affiliation which his reincarnation, Eriol Hiiragizawa, shares, and which manifests itself in the chant used to release the sealing staff (which uses Clow's power until Sakura transforms it under her own power of the stars).

Clow Reed's present-day reincarnation is Eriol Hiiragizawa (Eli Moon), appearing in season three of the anime. In the manga, Sakura's father, Fujitaka Kinomoto (Aiden Avalon) is also a reincarnation (but just one-half, while Eriol is the other). Eriol retains all of Clow's past memories and all of his magic. Clow was not able to split his magic apart into the two new bodies and Eriol's final wish is for Sakura to take half of his magic and give it to her father. This wish not to be the most powerful magician was probably due to Clow Reed's desire for Yuuko to stay alive, which led to the events of Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle.

Eriol's purpose is to create situations, much like Clow did in season one, that would allow Sakura to convert the Clow Cards into Sakura Cards, putting them wholly under her magical influence and completely finishing the transition of The Clow from Clow Reed to Sakura.

Because Eriol is Clow's reincarnation, Sakura and company continuously detect Clow's presence during Eriol's trials. This leads to suspicion in Sakura when she visits Eriol's manor in episode 65 and feels Clow's presence all over, especially in Eriol's armchair. The manor was indeed inhabited by Clow when he was alive, but Sakura does not fully realize this until the end of the series.

After learning that Clow was reincarnated, Yue protests the entire situation involving Sakura having to become the new master of The Clow. Eriol, holding Clow's memories, explains that he is not the actual Clow Reed, who would never return to this world. This is why Clow entrusted everything to Sakura. However Eriol offers to talk about his memories whenever Yue wishes.

Yuuko Ichihara, a main character in xxxHolic, repeatedly talks about Clow. While the exact nature of their relationship is uncertain, they are known to have worked together to create the two Mokonas who appear in xxxHolic and Tsubasa. Fei Wong Reed, who appears in Tsubasa: RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE, is also Clow Reed's relative, and considers Yuko and Clow as barriers.

Clow Reed is mentioned in Tsubasa: RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE, and he was personally acquainted to YĆ«ko Ichihara. The two together created the Mokonas that would help Syaoran, Sakura, Fai and Kurogane travel across dimensions. Fei Wong Reed, the mastermind who initially guides the journey of Sakura and Syaoran across the dimensions, is an ancestor of Clow Reed's; though Fei Wong refers to Clow as an interloper in his affairs. Clow Reed is also the father of the clone Sakura-hime, and hence the real "Syaoran" is his 'grandson'.

Clow had accidentally wished for Yuuko to live, thus severing her time from all dimensions. Clow regretted this wish, and no longer wanted the title of "world's most powerful magician". After "Syaoran" had reversed time, to fill in the void left by the changed destinies of those who knew of the Seal on "Sakura", Clow travelled to Clow Country, leaving behind (he 'died' and was reincarnated) those he knew and cared about (from the manga, it appears to refer to Cerberus and Yue), as well as his power (when he died, he reincarnated himself into Eriol with all his power and memory and Fujitaka, who is the father of Cardcaptor Sakura, and in turn he moved to Clow Country), and took the role of king, becoming father to the clone Sakura and Touya. He allowed the excavation of the ruins in the country under the direction of the archaeologist, Fujitaka, and also allowed Fujitaka's adopted son, Syaoran, to become a close friend of his daughter Sakura. He would later teach Yukito, the current High Priest of Clow, his knowledge of magic.

Thursday 26 November 2009

life

tomorrow is Idul Adha, I hope u can be better than tomorrow n can be hajj...

Monday 23 November 2009

hujan

balikpapan hujan mulu, gak ada abiznya...
udah berapa hari hujan eh sekali gak hujan dapet panas , ya Tuhan panasnya gak ketolongan...

maklum z sih udah musim penghujan jd ya gitu deh...

bul shit

my dream, it absolutly bulshit...

Sunday 15 November 2009

poetry to my lovely

Terlukis wajah diingatanku, getar suara terekam syahdu. Gerik lucu dari tingkahmu, membuat diriku bernuansa rindu. Berbicara saja tentang arti setia, walaupun kejujuran dihati tak pernah ada. Apakah warnanya wajah dicerminkan itu, putihkah jawabmu walau ia kelabu… Kasih ku… Terkadang hati sukar dimengerti, antara cinta teman dan kekasih. Keliru mencari jawaban pasti. Kasih ku… Hanya padamu yang ku letakkan, harap cinta dan kepastian ku percaya pada kesetian. Keikhlasan cintamu kurasa, dari sinar mata terjawab segalanya. Kasih ku… Ingin ku salami ke dasar hatiimmu, ingin kuluapkan cintaku padamu. Dikaulah yang satu dihati mu… Menggigil tubuh ini melihat kau bersamanya. Tega membuatku tak berkata, meraung dijiwa, puasku pertahankan. Cintaku sejak dulu tapu sayang sedikit pun tidak menghargai cintamu.

my feel

Sejauh apa kamu mengenal diriku, hingga sejauh mana kamu mengerti akan arti hadirnya aku didunia ini. Apakah hanya sebagai menakin saja? Atau sebagai pajangan dalam rumah? Manusia yang kau keluarkan dari rongga gelap itu, kini telah tumbuh menjadi seorang gadis remaja yang akan memasuki fase-fase menjadi seorang wanita. Bukan bimbingan yang didapat oleh jiwa ini melainkan caci maki hingga hinaan yang mungkin bagimu suatu hal yang biasa kau lakukan. Sebenarnya apa yang harus ku perbuat untuk meredam gelegar murka yang sehari-hari bisa kurasakan itu, banyak orang mengatakan untuk sabar hingga melakukan aksi DIAM. Walau hal-hal tersebut kulakukan apa ada yang bisa kulakukan agar kau mengakui keberadaanku ini. Berdasarkan perasaanku yang sering melihat dirimu selama hidupku ini aku telah mengerti dirimu sepenuhnya dan memahami apa yang kamu inginkan dari hidupmu ini. UANG, UANG, dan UANG yang hanya kau pikirkan tanpa peduli perasaan orang lain jika kamu marah dan menyinggung persoalan UANG. Didalam hatimu cuma menganggap UANG dapat menjamin dirimu. Segala sumpah serapah yang kau berikan dan lontarkan padaku selama ini hanya kusimpan sebagai suatu memori yang dapat mengingatkan diriku akan keberadaan sesosok yang sangat membenci kehadiranku ini, mungkin bukan “benci” yang kau tujukan tapi suatu perasaan kecewa akan diriku yang tidak bisa menjadi sesosok manusia yang engkau inginkan. Mungkin kata maaf tidak cukup sebagai penghapus dosa yang telah aku perbuat dan juga pengampunan darimu akan bisa menjadi penenang keadaan jiwa yang sedang terguncang ini.

Saturday 31 October 2009

I lUph h1m

Do you know if I'm really falling in love with you. Just see and say hello make me fell fly. This filling can't I tell you because it will broke our friendship, you and me not long see and in relation as friend but that fill meke me mad . I want tell you if I LOVE YOU but I hope you understand

Friday 11 September 2009

kuliah que

uaduh... hari ni buanyak buanget tugas dri dosen... mana dosennya cuma satu kali tatap muka tapi dah ngasih buanyak buanget tugas makalah, maklum dianajar tiga mata kuliah sekaligus. dia juga lagi pulang kampung jadi yah wajar... mana bulan oktober nanti udah ujian trus januarinya UAS. gimana nih ...? qu dikasih uang ma mba sis 100rb gtu. truz niatnya mau ku tabung tapi que naksir ma dompet yang ada di volcom keren banget sayang harganya mahal banget 300rb lebih bo...

Tuesday 16 June 2009

bosannya nunggu pengumuman

padahal cuma selembar kertas yang berisi pemberitahuan LULUS / TIDAK LULUS aja lamanya gak ketolongan.. lama buanget nunggu untuk mendapatkan selembar kertas itu T-T

Wednesday 6 May 2009

cape deh.........

hari ni tadi ku ujian kewirausahaan ma ekonomi sumpah ku kayaknya banyak salah deh ma jawaban yang ku isi tadi bisnya pertanyaannya beribet banget gitu trus njelimet dah pokoknya... Qu dah nyerah deh ma hasil ujian UAS nti , cape rasanya ngejalaninnya tapi tu emang dah keharusan buat ku ngejalanin nya kan? jam 2 nti di rumahku ada acara slamatan biasa hari rabu slamatan ibu-ibu rt 37, sebenarnya ku males banget pulang tapi gimana yah ku gak tega lia mama nti kerja sendirian aja di dapur. yah ntar lagi ku pulang kerumah buat bantu-bantu mama deh tapi aku kok ngerasa yah tiap kali pulang kerumah pasti perasaan sakit di dada ini trus rasanya sesak , entahlah gimana bilangnya tapi sesak yang menekan di bagian tulang rusuk dekat ma tajuk pedang kalo udah gitu nyerinya gak ketolongan deh.

Tuesday 5 May 2009

pusingggggggggg........

aku pusing nih biz nya bingung mau kuliah dimana?

uas sekolah hari selasa 5 mei

gila.......... mau ketawa aza aku hari ini pas ngerjain uas tadi gimana gak ujian pertama tadi penjas nah belum jam 8 anak-anak diruangan ku sudah pada selesai semua gimana gak keren tuh... ujian kedua juga gitu gak lama cuma 45 menit doang dari 2 jam waktu yang dikasih buat ujian tadi ^_^ gini ceritanya kisi-kisi yang dikasih sama pak Marno tu sama persis soalnya sama soal ujian so pas qu baca soalnya yah langsung aja ku tulis jawabannya pokoknya dari soal no 1-20 lancar aja eh liat soal no 21-28 mati kutu aku gak bisa jawab cos soalnya mengenai bola voli yah mana ku tahu itu truz kisi-kisi juga kagak ada yang nyangkut masalah bola voli, kubiarin aja tu nomor n qu lanjutin aja soal selanjutnya 29-50 tapa hambatan sama sekali. Nah biz tu tanya deh ma Desy n Lina truz selesai dah tinggal di kumpul aja padahal tu gak ampe jam 8 loh ^_^ trus pas kkpi juga ku kerjai ja yang bisa truz nanya deh ma Lina, Endang n Desy hehehe... bis ada yang aku gak ngerti sih @_< besok ujiannya kewira ma ekonomi tapi ku nyerah deh ma 2 pelajaran ni biznya guru yang ngajar ogep-ogep kaga jelas ngajarnya sih, udah gtu jarang masuk pula...

uas nya soal gila...

kemaren uas hari senin kemaren ujian Agama sama PKn. gila soal pkn sama sekali gak ada yang dipelajari, sebenarnya sih tu pelajaran klaz 1 tapi kan soal-soalnya dah lepas dari materi kisi-kisi yang di kasih sama pak Bin, bikin kesel aza pas ngerjain soalnya... nah jam pertama kan agama tuh, soalnya alhamdulillah guampang buanget tapi qu gak ngerti sama sekali pas soalnya nyangkut masalah tajwid, bah susahnya gak karuan gak ngerti napa biz buanyak buanget ciri-cirinya. Sebenarnya ngerti sih hanya saja susah banget kalimat penjelasnya buat dicerna ma otak -_-

Monday 20 April 2009

kuliah..... gimana nieh?

keeesssssssssssseeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllllllllllll...... mama gak ngizinin aku kuliah di luar kota, mana jurusannya mama ku minta masuk IKIP z. lah mana bakat aque jadi guru, boro-boro ngajar belajar za malesnya nauzhubillah gak ketoolongan aku nie. yah gak gitu-gitu amat sih low masalah belajar tapi kan , yah intinya q gak begitu berminat jadi guru.

UUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNN

ku dah nyerah tadi pas ngerjain soal uan bahasa indonesia td, bisnya puanjang banget tu soal padahal cuma wacana doank tapi bujuuuuuuuu gak ketolongann panjangnya tu paragraf yang jadi ini soalnya padahal jawabannya tu singkat-singkat aza tapi busyet dah capek capek tuh mata njelimet baca soalnya doank... ku bener-bener cuapek pas ngerjain soal tadi tapi pengawasnya aneh senyum-senyum mulu ke aku ( bukan ge-er loh ) tapi yah gara-gara isma sih nanya jawaban ke aku jadionya aku diliatin ter\us ma pengawasnya yang ndutsz tu tapi cakep juga loh... ^_^

Monday 30 March 2009

huahhh

gimana nihh... nilai metikku ancur abiezzz.... parahparahparah ga da yang bisa bantu aku juga nih, mana nilai waktu ujian TDS ma pra UAN ga da nyang beres tapi nyang pra uan kemaren aku sih lulus dengan nilai yang memuaskan tapi yang TDS tuh nilai bisa bikin aku jadi gilaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... mesen kamar di RSJ berapa yah bisznya ku dah ga tahan lagi ma situasi di rumahku, dirumah kayaknya gak pernah ada yang namanya "sedetikpun ketenangan" ribuuuuuuuuuuuuttt mulu...........

Sunday 8 February 2009

dreamer...

I'm a dreamer... Hidden power... My world is made of dreams, love, and worries. But there are still things lying hidden that I can't even imagine. Facing the sky, like all the different trees, I'm gazing right at you. I want to find my dream... I want to make it come true... There is nothing that I can't overcome if I only believe. Just like singing, just like miracles, "feelings" can change everything! Without a doubt... Without a doubt... It's almost surprising! I'm a dreamer... Hidden power... A world yet unseen... No matter what awaits me there, even if it's not the ideal, I won't be afraid. The birds travel on the wind on a journey from today to tomorrow. I want to tell you... I want to shout it... I'm but one entity in this world. But like a prayer, like a star, even with a small light, someday, I want to be stronger and stronger. There are limitless possibilities, right here in my grasp. ( It's gonna be your world.) I want to find my dream... I want to make it come true... There is nothing that I can't overcome, if I only believe. Just like singing, just like miracles, "feelings" can change everything! Without a doubt... Without a doubt... It's almost surprising!

honey

Alone, I lean on the windowsill, my cheek resting on my palm starting at the endless rain I've been alone all day I wonder what you're doing right now... The memories I collect are precious treasures. Making my heart wrench. Ah.. Isn't it strange? Just remembering makes me affectionate. Just like a honey spreading out sweetly in warm milk. My heart dissolves your smile is the finest honey. Looking up in the sky at Orion's Ruby. In my very own planetarium welcome back again tonight. When we're together, I can't gaze at the stars. Now let's zoom up 100 thousand times and draw in the sky. Ah.. Isn't it wonderful? It's like you're always by my side. On nights when I can only curl up and cry sad tears you give me courage. Your smile is the finest honey. I spread my wings wide and alight from heaven, like the star-filled sky. I can be strong! Your smile is my very own honey....

Tuesday 27 January 2009

huff...

tadi pagi my mom tiba-tiba z mRh G tAu SbaBnYa. ntah napa tapi ku G sKa dengan caranya. q benar-benar G ngerti apa yang my mom ingin. q paling G suka kalo q di bentak or dimarahin tanpa alasan yang jelas. menurut q, aQ ni orang yang selalu di salahkan ma keluargaku, aku emang sadar if i'm not legal their child. walau gitu q juga punya hak buat melakkukan sesuatu, tadi waktu di masjid q tanya ma dessy susanti "apa dia sering dimarahin ma ibunya?" dia jawab "Ga, biasanya yang dimarahin adenya z." terus dia bilang "menurut ibunya itu kalo udah besar G perlu dimarahin lagi, coz kalo dimarahin bakal ngelunjak atauo melawan" jujur q iri loh ma ibunya dessy tu, pengen banget q punya ortu yang peduli. aku tau selama ni mama udah ngebesarin aku sendiri tapi aku dah bukan anak kecil lagi yang mesti selalu...(entah apa namannya, aku bingung tuk bilangnya).

Friday 9 January 2009

hari ni 9 January 2009

hai met taon baru 2009 yah (sori lama ru lama ru posting)... lama gak ketemu plends, gimana kabarnya? Harri ini aku enek rasanya ngeliat orang atu itu nanya-nanya mulu, udah tau nasinya ada di dandang eh masih nanya juga kayak ga ngerti juga... hai ni ku bilangin taon ini q harus berubah tapi impian que buat jadi ambassador kayaknya ga bisa tercapai deh, my mam kayaknya ga ngijinin deh kalo aku kuliah di bandung and juga itu dipengaruhi ma orang sok sibuk itu yang ngomong macem-macem ke mama. Sebenarnya impianku cuma satu pengen jadi Ambassador tapi hal itu yah mustahil buat ku yang ga dapat dukungan baik secara mental, materi, maupun jasmani.. ku gak tau harus kayak apa tuk mawujudkan impianku itu tapi mau gimana lagi itu hanya tinggal harapan yang melayang-layang bersama angan-angan kosong belaka ...